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Feb. 2nd, 2011 11:40 am
mary: ([band] show pony)
Pre-ordering Panic!'s new album yesterday has put me in a bouncy mood, fannishly. It's neat to be excited about bands! I like it!

Also it has put me in a massive 'I really love Alex and Tim in Wolf House a lot a lot a lot' mood, which probably means I have to relinquish any right I have to the weird crankiness I feel whenever somebody talks about WH as if it was fic with the names changed. Can't have it both ways, Mary.

(Relatedly, I probably need to stop being a precious princess who gets butthurt every time a reviewer/commenter/friend says "with book 3, the series really hits its stride". I get flinchy when I hear this because my brain basically translates it to "you will never be able to properly write anything except vampire hobbits so just give up trying to do other things". Yes, really.)

But! Yes. I love Alexander and Timothy a lot. I'm not sure if writers are supposed to say this or not, but to be perfectly honest I love all of Wolf House a lot. It's not perfect, but I feel like I got really close to telling the story I wanted to tell, to create the characters I wanted to create. To write the book I wish had existed when I was fourteen, basically. I'm proud of what I did.

(Relatedly, WH recently hit the filesharing rounds, and I speak for myself and only for myself when I say that I'm totally okay with this. Other writers have other feelings about piracy, and I haven't considered the subject enough or read widely enough to be sure of how I feel on the situation in general, but for my part and with regard to my own work, I totally don't mind. In fact, have at it. Consider it the mathom for my birthday this coming weekend. If you like the book, consider buying a copy or putting some money in my tip jar! Woo! Vampires! Punk rock! Queer teens! Kittens!)

Oh! Speaking of my birthday, current plan: Show up at the Nelson Place park in Williamstown at one p.m on Sunday. I am planning to drag a picnic rug and some cushions and some nibblies and wine, and we can all sit around and buy food from the cafes across the street and watch amusing dogs run around and stuff. Presents are not required. Bring food and drink instead! My phone number's 0406 459 964.

You'd never guess from this entry that I am practically passing out with stress from New Job Responsibilities and Threat Of Impending Massive Storms Right On Top Of My Baby Sibling's Heads Seriously What The Fuck Queensland Is This Fucking Ragnarok Or Some Shit I Mean Come On. Push all the bad feelings down into a tight little ball and wear a smiiiile! Marge Simpson taught me well.
mary: A picture of a woman sitting in front of a stained glass window, from Tarantino's Inglourious Basterds (Default)
While I've been up in Brisbane over the holiday break I've been doing my best to get some short-story writing done. I just finished the second of the three I'd hoped to get finished, but with this particular one I won't find out until June if I've been accepted for the collection or not.

Since I am an impatient person, I want a gratification much less delayed than that. So, provided you don't intend to pass it around or pretend it's your own work or anything crappy like that, I'm happy to email it to anybody who'd like a look, so long as they don't mind me going 'did you like it did you did you did you' afterwards like the needy wretch I am.

It's steampunk robot erotica, heavy on the talking and light on the actual sex. Hit me up at mizmary@gmail.com if want.
mary: A picture of a woman sitting in front of a stained glass window, from Tarantino's Inglourious Basterds (Default)
I have made a game plan for myself for the coming year, and I'm posting it here in my journal as a way to push myself towards completing it -- don't feel like I'm expecting a commentary or anything; this is just as a way to kick myself into gear. I'll be printing out a copy and sticking it on the back of my front door as a reminder, too.

As well as being massively self-indulgent and otherwise content-free, I should also warn for potential triggers related to weight loss, self-harm, and discussion of money/budgeting.

Mary's resolutions for 2011 )

Oh, and

Dec. 10th, 2010 09:26 am
mary: ([band] show pony)
I also have a story in this collection which comes out in September next year. Possibly all this gratutious smut is why I didn't get my nanowrimo novel finished (and still haven't).

Relatedly, the books and zines page on my site is updated. The erotica has overtaken the media studies. My parents must be so proud. Also I totally need to do more ziney things. It's just hard to write zines when you feel like a nihilist, even a mostly chipper nihilist. Pornography and pop media analysis, no problem! Actual passionate subversion of broken social systems, less easy.
mary: A picture of a woman sitting in front of a stained glass window, from Tarantino's Inglourious Basterds (Default)
As mentioned in my last post, I have a story in this upcoming collection. You know, if you're into boys doing rude stuff to one another or whatever.

In other news, today the 10-year-old I babysit and I played Scrabble. I especially like "FEBZ", which we defined as "February when it's being cool. That is so totally Febz."
mary: ([band] killjoys)
A lot of the time, I treat my Etsy store as a medium for fannish creation. I don't draw well enough to do fan art, I'm not pretty enough to get into cosplay in any significant way, and fanfiction and I have had a complicated relationship these past few years.

So instead I make stuff out of beads and charms and chains, and consider people buying it as equivalent to them getting a commission off an artist.

With that spirit and intention in mind, may I present:




The Danger Days Collection




I'll probably add more designs sometime next week, when this current cycle of assignments is all done.

I make my own fun.
mary: Images of Stephanie Brown and Jason Todd as helpful ghosts ([dc] helper monkeys)
The images aren't up yet -- it's not actually published until the 8th -- but since Bryan tweeted the link, I'mma share it here. My interview with the current Batgirl writer. Gosh I like talking about comics.
mary: ([band] killjoys)
So now that the costume contest is over, we're all totally going to share our Killjoys costume entries, right? Right? I'll go first!

WHEE LARP! )

I fully intend to do this larpy nonsense as well, both with Kati over the interwebs and with Audz and Erinna in person sometime in the next few weeks. Oh stupid band you make my life so silly and I adore you.

Hey neat!

Oct. 23rd, 2010 01:13 am
mary: A picture of a woman sitting in front of a stained glass window, from Tarantino's Inglourious Basterds (Default)
So the first piece of erotica I ever got published was a story called 'First time for everything', and it was in this collection in 2007. It was a very proud moment for me!

So anyway I was just looking myself up at Amazon, because the editor for the Wolf House books told me that it might actually show up there before she even hears from the printer that it's ready. And look what I found instead! How freakin' cool is that? I don't make any extra money off it but it's a huge ego-boost and those are always nice.

I've been... not so good. But right now I am at my mother's house and there's a cat on my bed, and these are good things.

Tra la la

Aug. 18th, 2010 10:32 am
mary: A picture of the Fifth Doctor and Adric from Doctor Who with 'you're not my read dad' written on it. (adric five)
Shit I still cannot believe I got away with, part the millionth: From my essay in this book:

These days, if you throw a stone at popular culture, you can hit a vampire who kills other vampires without even trying. In Japanese anime there’s the quiet schoolgirl Saya of Blood: the Last Vampire, the enigmatic wanderer D of Vampire Hunter D, or the cruel gangster Alucard of Hellsing. In America there are the charismatic, tortured title characters of the Blade films and TV shows such as Angel and Moonlight, to name just a few. Even Pete Wentz of the rock band Fall Out Boy played one for one of the band’s videos.
And there’s Damon Salvatore, too.


I think I somehow managed to scam my way into writing about the shit I like to a level that goes waaaaaay beyond the "do what you love, and fuck the rest" concept.

I'm just terrified of the day when someone goes "who let this fraud past security? She's not a writer! She's not even a mediocre writer! Have her killed by lions. But first have everyone she loves admit to her that they don't really like her. Also have the internet laugh at her for a while for thinking anybody gives a shit about her. Then have her killed by lions. But not in a way that makes her think we actually care enough to hate her. In a nonchalant way."

This is an actual scenario which regularly plays out in my head! Sometimes there are sharks instead of lions, but either way they kill me in the dark, because it's scarier in the dark.

Yesterday I had to take the no-longer-wee-babysitting-charge to dance class, which entailed catching a taxi from her school to the dance studio. Since it took about 15 minutes for the cab to arrive last week (getting us there on-time, but only just), she asked me if I could call it 35 minutes before she needed to be there, just in case. I pointed out that it was only a ten-minute trip and she'd be there considerably earlier than her class started, but she was adamant.

So I called. And we waited. And then I called again and said 'um?' and they said 'oh, we sent a cab and the guy said there was nobody there'.

And I said 'um, no, we're exactly where you said we should wait' and he make a cranky noise and said 'fine, I'll send another' and then we waited and waited, and I called again.

And this time I got a lady, and said 'um?' and she said 'the computer says that we can't send you a taxi because you've got five small children with you' and I said 'UM' and she said 'you don't?' and I said 'um, no, I have one child here and she's not that small, what the heck?' and she said she'd send another cab.

And the wee babysitting charge is getting very frustrated, because her class starts at five and it's now five minutes to, and we wait, and we wait, and at five she said 'if it's not here by ten past, I want to just go to your place'.

So at exactly ten past -- I am not making this up, I had the phone in my hand, about to call and cancel the booking -- the taxi finally shows up.

We waited 45 minutes and got weirdly sabotaged by a taxi call centre operator along the way. Vexing. And yet vaguely funny, after the fact.

Hiiiiiii

Aug. 4th, 2010 09:57 pm
mary: Comic-book image of Gerard saying 'A gazelle' ([band] gazelle)
I've finished two seasons of The Wire now and my love for Omar just GROWS AND GROWS. He and Jason Todd are MEANT TO BE TOGETHER, shooting drug dealers and beautiful love forever and ever, okay.

I knew this from the moment in season 1 when Omar tells his extremely pretty young boyfriend to watch his language. MY BULLETPROOF BRUCE/JASON KINK, RIGHT THERE.

But yes, Omar/Jason! I want it in the world. Jason would just be like HI DADDY I LOVE YOU DADDY TELL ME WHAT OUR VIGILANTE ADVENTURES ARE FOR TONIGHT. And Omar would be WELL I THINK WE SHOULD GO SHOOT SOME DRUG DEALERS AND TAKE ALL THEIR MONEY AND THEN HAVE SEX and Jason would be like LET'S GET MARRIED PLEASE, OUR LOVE WAS FATED BY THE ANGELS.

Also it is totally weird seeing actors from, shall we say, less intense roles turn up on this show. Detective Andy Bellefleur, why are you a conflicted union boss at the Baltimore docks? McNulty, why are you the most trainwrecky trainwreck I have ever seen in any television show ever? How is Idris Elba so amazing? These are the questions which keep me up at night.

Over the past two days I have written about four thousand words of the hopefully second-to-last draft of book 5 (the last draft being when I print it out, check for typos, and tweak words before sending it to my publisher). It is kicking my ass still, but I am kicking back! Oh emo vampires. You are still worth the trouble. Mostly.

Um what else OH, I know! More cameos and stuff up at the Etsy shop. Since they got snapped up in a hot minute last time, I made some more. Next project: a whole bunch of tiny hairclips for ball-jointed dolls, at Erinna's request. Because I'm useful like that. Whee!

Tomorrow night I have a presentation exam in class, erk. That means I have to be coherent and stuff.

Whee!

Aug. 1st, 2010 02:20 pm
mary: ([dc] hrm hrm)
That Watchmen book I wrote an essay for is finally coming out! My name is on the cover as one of the contributors, which is pretty fucking cool. Apparently there's a thingy about the book in the August issue of Previews, for you comics retailery types.

My essay is here, if you want to give it a looksee before you decide whether to get the book or not.
mary: A picture of a woman sitting in front of a stained glass window, from Tarantino's Inglourious Basterds ([misc] modern saint)
I'm going to try to get etsy stuff up on Tuesday -- I have a very long day on Monday, alas, but Audrey has loaned me a camera, so I can take pictures of the things I've made, hoorah! -- but until then, I can at least show you the very pretty packaging said things now come in.

I've always wanted to present things nicely when I send to people, but nothing I saw ever looked like what I wanted -- I've tried little organza pouches, and boxes, and various sorts of ziplock plastic bags, but nothing made me feel like I was giving my customers something special and quirky and suited to the kind of aesthetic I try to put in my designs.

But then! I found something perfect. As of last week, I've been sending out my jewellery sales in extremely lovely little muslin bags I found. And they're ever so pretty, so I just had to show everyone.

Look at them! There are pocket watches and artwork faces and different artwork faces and perching sparrows and skeleton keys and morning glories and retro filigree!

I just love them SO MUCH, I feel like they're EXACTLY what my jewellery was meant to be sold in from day one, and I wish I'd found them sooner. Love, love love.

I can't wait to show off some of the things I've been making, too -- I especially love the different designs I've made using cameos like this one. With materials that amazing, it would've been hard for me to go wrong, really. Eeee so lovely and creepy and great.
mary: Patrick Stump writing in a journal from the Sixteen Candles video ([band] patrick writes)
A Visitor's Guide to Mystic Falls is up for pre-order.

A Visitor's Guide to Mystic Falls brings together today’s best YA writers of the supernatural to talk about the first season of The Vampire Diaries: the characters, the storyline, the magic, the town. From a history of the Salem’s witches from whom Bonnie is descended to family therapy for brothers Stefan and Damon, the anthology is guaranteed to keep the show's viewers entertained—and make them see Mystic Falls, and the rest of The Vampire Diaries, in a whole new way.


Today's best YA writers of the supernatural, and also me. HA, JOKE'S ON YOU, MYSTIC FALLS.

My essay is called Damon Salvatore: Vampire Hunter, and is about the literary and pop culture traditions of vampires who kill other vampires and how Damon turns these on their heads, with comparison/contrasts to Anne Rice's Claudia and Stephenie Meyer's Jasper, as well as Blade and Vampire Hunter D and Angel and stuff.

And yes, I do mention Vampire Pete Wentz.
mary: Edward biting Bella in her dream ([twilight] bella dreams)
MaryBorsellino.com! Check it out! It's by an Actual For Real website designer and a graphic artist and stuff! Woo! (Once again, I apologise to Beckah for the tentacle content.)

If you find a broken link, tell me, as I'm sure there are nine million of them lurking around in there still, even if I double-checked that I'd moved all the content over. Remember when I actually used to write things, you guys? Wasn't that cool? And interviewing bands! I remember that. It was great. I miss being 25 and clever and young and determined so terribly much. Now I am old and exhausted and no fun for anybody.

In other news, seeing Eclipse on Friday night reminded me how sad I am that there isn't lots and lots of Cullen orgy fic in the world.

I've seen many of my friends over the past couple of evenings and am reminded of how much I appreciate them and how entertaining they all are. I have no idea how I got so lucky, but I'm glad I did. People are great.
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